Love, always have, and always will

This morning, seizure started at 6am, stop for awhile at 8am. I took the medication and slept again. Somehow the muscle played up and seizure started again. Wasn’t able to move, kept having bad dreams and couldn’t wake up until 3:30pm. The 2nd seizure made me sleep and i completed forgot my 2nd dosage of medication. But I thank God, now it’s manageable. Took Tramadol (super strong pain killer) and Diazepam (loosing up muscle) tonight. However, I was so stupid that I took both medication at the same time which I shouldn’t do. Thank God, it doesn’t have too much reaction except insomnia. Seems I got no reason not to finish my assignment tonight.

I received a text message from a good friend of mine. He was incredible. His message made my tears can’t stop. Life is tough, and especially we do have people in our life who kept hurting us. People who hurt us before, or those who upset us. I tried my very best to hate them, ignore them or stop talking/interact with them. However, I thank God for one thing that He gave to me. One unique gift imprinted in my life that I can’t get ride of.

To those who hurt me or those who I supposed to hate: Sorry! I just can’t hate you any longer. That’s not me. I want you to know that:
                              I love you. I always have, and I always will.

Yes, it’s crazy, but I just can’t spend a second in hating people. My love to them already covered up all the past. God made me so forgetful that I forgot the feelings that I supposed to hate and angry about. Instead, I still concern every single moments of you. If one day you have a hard time, my ears are still ready to listen and being a good peer around.

Love never Fails.
It always Protects, always Trusts, always Hopes, and always Perseveres.