Physical, emotional & Spiritual Trials

Few days ago, I stopped drinking coffee after 8pm every night. As part of the bet with someone, I have to stop drinking coffee or any related drink in the evening….. It was quite a hard time as coffee is the source of my life.

Today onwards, I start to detox my medication again. Remember early this year I started in a rush for detoxing the drug, it end up with depression and many other side effects. Even it just half a day right now, my body already going thru hard time. The eagerness in seeking drug and the emotion changes indicate my human weaknesses.

I hope God gives me enough strength to go through these challenges and hurdle. Because I am not based on my own strength to go through this, but using his strength to help me get it through.