The Day before Cambodia Mission

God has been graciously show his mercy over many places. Right after finishing all the church Christmas events, I went to Singapore for my friend’s wedding. Spending 6 days in my host family here are just wonderful. They paid all my expenses as well as taking good care of me everyday, so that I can fully recharge before another 10 tough days.

These few days are not easy actually, yesterday I got allergy on a new drug that I have to take before heading off to Cambodia. Reddish on skin, Gastro and esophagus burning and chest pain. Thank God, after consulting 2 doctors and admit to a specialist hospital, all settle. Initially I did struggle and even wonder whether God wants me to go to Cambodia? My mind started to worry, and especially I miss my friends, my love in Melbourne. I wish to head back to Melbourne straight away.

There are critical times in our lives when we especially need to know we are hearing clearly from God. It isn’t always easy to know His voice from that of our own emotional reasoning. But I know from experience that God can open doors of opportunity that no one can close, and He can also close doors that we cannot open.

I spent many years trying to organize things I wanted to do in life. The result was frustration and disappointment. But I found that if we depend on God, He will give us favor and make things easy for us when we seek Him and His perfect timing. He leads one step at a time. If you take one step forward in the wrong direction, He will let you know before you go too far.

Be aware that His thoughts are above your thoughts. He sees the end from the beginning. All His ways are right and sure. He knows what makes sense for your life and He can make it happen. Hear from Him and you will not be deceived.